Descending inward
Running from Light
Ensuing Chaos
What have I done?

Descending toward me
Unending Light
Gentle Deliverance
How can I repay?

A common cycle—me running from God only to find despair, and God rescuing me, leaving only gratitude.

Descending inward is my run to self-pleasure, self-knowledge, and self-actualization.
The farther I go inside, looking for answers and fun, the farther I run from the Light.
Chaos always finds me.
The question I have asked so many times: What have I done?

The incarnation is always present—God comes to us and enters our mess.
I cannot escape His Light no matter how far I have run.
He frees me again, without the pain of pointing fingers.
I wonder what I can give, but there is nothing for me to pay.